I Am Afraid

I am so scared.

Scared he will realize that a life without me in it is better.

People say he won't, but that is so hard for me to believe.

I want to believe them.

But I am afraid.

Afraid that I will move on, but I know I won't ever.

Afraid that someone will use me.

Afraid that if I don't have the saying "I have a boyfriend" to hide behind I will be taken over.

I am so afraid of being lost.

I am confused as to why their can't be a middle ground.

I am confused as to why we can't be together still but not see each other as much.

I am scared I did something wrong.

I am afraid that I said something wrong.

I want to know if "taking a break" will really help, or if it will just make it worse.

I am afraid of loosing him.