I have a major fear of loosing everything and everyone close to me, of being abandoned. It is hard for me to depend on someone wholly but when I do and they leave.
I crash, I fall.
You can yell at me for this but it is only the truth.
If I depend on you for something, just please don't leave.
I also have a fear of spiders, bugs, and anything that could get in my clothes and sting me.
I think that the reason for this is the fact that when I was little I went and wanted to rescue a little harmless black spider that was in our hallway. I picked it up and started to carry it towards the door and about 3/4 of the way there all of the sudden that little harmless black spider bit my them and ran away.
I guess the saying "Once bitten, Twice shy." applies here.
