I am so freaking confused.
I hate being this way.
I know I haven't posted in a while, but I have had so much going on lately.
And the second I start to blog again I am so freaking confused.
People are telling me things about a person, that I care about, that I don't want to know.
But I hear what they are saying and I listen, I don't like what I hear all of the time, but I still listen.
Right now I just need to laugh and smile and enjoy life.
It is hard but I will try, dear readers, I will try.
